deep inside

i miss you. i miss talking to you.

:'(

how i wish u knew. how i wish u felt the same too.

first time

for the first time, last night i dreamt about you. for the first time, as i woke up today, i smile. 

what is wrong with me?

somehow

somehow, i found this song really soothing me. like it can give me hope, of my own future. maybe, just maybe that one day, there'll be someone that can make me smile again, just like this song did.

  

jantung

it hurts so much. rasa dia macam jantung kau kena tarik keluar from your own body. every night. sakit, tahu tak?

and ouh yeah. aku baru tahu yang sakit putus cinta ni boleh buat sampai demam. hurmmm.

yes

yes. i cried a little last night. yes. i cried til i fell asleep. and yes, today as i woke up, u were the one who still is on my mind.

we lost the fight

as i expected, tonight, u give up on us. 

you lost me

i am done. i have tried it all. i thought i can save this relationship, but no i cannot. i am giving up. maybe this is the time to let everything go.

sometimes, i ask myself. if we are over, is that u who cannot live without me or is that me who cannot live without you?

5 years, i guess it is me.

i cried every single time i listen to this song. even now.